Saturday afternoon and procrastination

Saturday afternoon and I am on my laptop. As I catch up on my timeline on Twitter, check-in at Get Glue, update my status on Facebook and read email and text messages all as a mechanism to procrastinate on a Saturday afternoon, several thoughts crossed my mind.  First, what did I use to do on a Saturday afternoon before web surfing, email, chat, Twitter, Facebook, and text messages? Second, when did my fascination for electronic media evolve into day-to-day habit or activity? Third, has it made life easier?

In my opinion, life before e-media, social networks and general electronic busyness was not much different when it comes to procrastination. Instead of having a laptop and iPhone with me on the couch, I would have a novel along with textbooks and portable phone. Any activity whether social network related or non-electronic related is used successfully to procrastinate.  I read a great article called, “What did we do before online social networking;” (1) it is not directly related to my spin but you might find it insightful.

Earlier, I pondered when I became fascinated with web surfing, email, chat, Twitter, Facebook and text message.  I remember when I bought my first home computer, care to guess when? A clue, I had a choice to reach the internet via AOL, CompuServe or Prodigy. I remember how excited I was to discover I could order from Macy’s through AOL and my friends were totally horrified. I spouted off that one day doing everyday business would be the normal practice.  They said it would never catch on; I argued that one day they would all be active on the internet.  Not to shout my horn, but today we communicate with each other via Facebook. The internet, email and social networks continue to change and adapt faster than the speed of light. In 2011, I buy, ready and study textbooks as e-books and not physical copies.  I own a iPhone which collated my email, social networks, student and personal life.  When I do not have my laptop to read my e-books I can use my iPhone. I do not tote around heavy books unless necessary.

Finally, I do not think web browsing, email, social networks and the millions of e-media applications make life easier just different.  What do you think?

(1)    http://tucsoncitizen.com/retroflections/2010/01/29/what-did-we-do-before-online-social-networking/

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Imperialism in the Heart of Africa

The word imperialism conjures many images and thoughts while pondering the word in the context of history.   A formal definition of imperialism is that it is a “term associated with the expansion of European powers and their conquest and colonization of African and Asian societies”1.  In the context of Heart of Darkness, written by Joseph Conrad the definition of imperialism can be refined to a “process of extending one state’s control over another”2 along the Congo River region or can also be called new imperialism.  The main character, Marlow’s, experiences with the Trading Company, fellow Europeans and Kurtz (another character) provides an indictment and successful criticism of late 19th century and early 20th century European imperialism in Africa.

One of the criticisms expressed in Heart of Darkness is the behavior of the trading company described by Marlow as “a Continental concern, that Trading society”3.  The source of Marlow’s opinions about the company and country can be explained by Joseph Conrad’s (the author) personal experiences with a “Belgian [trading] company in the Congo Free State.”4 The Congo River basin was producing excess riches for the Trading concerns along with enriching King Leopold II.  In other words, Europeans were consumed in a mad pursuit of riches regardless to the outcome on the indigenous people and regions. The description by Marlow about the physical structure of the home offices and the city in general can be construed as a metaphor to imply excess riches.  Marlow says: “I arrived in a city that always makes me think of a whited sepulchre… I had no difficulty in finding the Company’s offices. It was the biggest thing in the town, and everybody I met was full of it.  They were going to run an over-sea empire, and make no end of coin by trade.”5  

An additional example in the story is when Marlow meets the chief executive (modern term) and ponders to himself: “the great man himself…and had his grip on the handle-end of ever so many millions.”6 The afterward notes suggest that when Conrad was writing about the “great man” he was recalling his interview with the head of the Societe Anonyme du Haut-Congo who report to the King of Belgium.”7

A third example of Conrad’s criticism on the company behavior is found near the conclusion of Marlow’s journey and his conversation with a company man.  Upon Marlow’s return to Belgium due to illness he contracted in Africa, he describes a visit by a representative from the company who anxious to get Mr. Kurtz’s documents. Marlow describes him as “a clean-shaved man, with an official manner…at first circuitous, afterwards suavely pressing, about what he was pleased to denominate certain documents.”8 In other words, an officious representative from the trading company visited Marlow at his aunt’s claiming to be interested in his recovery and experiences but really all wanted was to get Kurtz’s paper.  

Marlow’s interactions with fellow Europeans in Africa provide more evidence or criticism of European imperialism by Conrad.  After Marlow had arrived in Africa and made his way to the central station, he had observations about the type of men at the Central Station.  Marlow shows his distaste in the following comments saying:  “They beguiled the time by backbiting and intriguing against each other in a foolish kind of way. There was an air of plotting about that station, but nothing came of it, of course. It was unreal as everything else—as the philanthropic pretence of the concern, as their talk, as their government, appointed to a trading-post where ivory was found, so that they could earn percentages. They intrigued and slandered and hated each other only on that account—but as to effectually lifting a little finger”9  In other words, Marlow felt that the men at the station were not good for much and seem to signify many of the type of Europeans he had run into. 

The talk and whispering about Kurtz which Marlow had heard, “he [Kurtz] had collected, bartered, swindled, or stolen more ivory than all other agents together.”10 The thought behind the statement is mind bending, not the fact he was more successful than any other agent but rather the implication of normal business operation procedures was to collect, barter, swindle and steal. As Marlow continues to shares his tale, he talks of how he heard Kurtz say near the end of his life as he was passing away on the boat, “My ivory. Oh yes, I heard him. My intended, my ivory, my station, my river, my— everything belonged to him.”11

Kurtz’s writings on behalf of the “International Society for the Suppression of Savage Customs”12 were a representation by Conrad to give a critique of agencies founded by King Leopold. End note 21 shares that the King of Belgium, Leopold “devised a number of similarly high-sounding organizations to keep up the fiction that Belgium’s interest in the Congo was philanthropic or scientific.”13 Marlow shares what he read on the documents.  The material provides further evidence of how the story is a criticism of European imperialism.  It says: “ He [Kurtz] began with the argument that we whites, from the point of development we had arrived at, ‘must necessarily seem to them [savages] in the nature of supernatural beings—we approach them with the might as of a deity,’ and so on, and so on.  ‘By the simple exercise of our will we can exert a power for good practically unbounded,’ etc., etc.”14 

Kurtz words are shocking when considered with 21st century values.  Such comments and beliefs would be considered racist by 21st century values but as a history student they need to be judged based on Conrad’s values and the time period he lived.  It was not racist but rather an indictment of Europe’s imperialist attitudes and behavior.

 At the beginning of the essay definitions were provided for the world imperialism to introduce the conversation about how Marlow’s experiences make a case against European “new” imperialism.  So in conclusion it can be stated that Marlow’s story of his travels first to Belgium to Africa up the Congo River and eventually back to Belgium give a critical window view into the imperialist activities of the period.  Heart of Darkness specifically documents via a fiction story the Belgian form of imperialism but a discerning person can understand how Great Britain and India, France and Indochina, Spain and Cuba, and United States and the Philippines all probably had their own version of companies and Kurtz’s to the detriment of the indigenous populations.

1 Jerry H Bentley, Traditions & Encounters A Brief Global History (Boston: McGraw Hill), p. G-6.

2 Judith G Coffin, Western Civilizations (New York: W.W. Norton), p. 588.

3 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 9.

4 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness Introduction (London: Penguin Classics), p. xiv.

5 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 11.

6 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 12.

7 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 121.

8 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 89.

9 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 29.

10 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 58.

11 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 60.

12 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 61.

13 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 128.

14 Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (London: Penguin Classics), p. 61.

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Five days and counting

Next Tuesday White Collar returns to give everyone answers to the cliff hanger in the mid-season premier “Burke’s Seven”.  In September, the mid-season cliff hanger episode of White Collar “Point Blank” left all the fans horrified as Mozzie was shot. The cliff hanger made me flash back to season one mid-season cliff hanger.  The creator and show runner, Jeff Eastin, creates shocking stories which compel the viewer always to want more.

If you care to read you can find couple well written reviews on the net. As I mentioned earlier in the week, White Collar is one of my favorite shows so in the spirit of preparation for the next Tuesday night I watched the last two episodes leading to the momentous cliff hanger.  If you have not watch White Collar, you need to check it out.

The show is a cross between a drama and a comedy,  and each week a case is solved by FBI Agent Peter Burke and the renaissance con man, Neal Caffrey.   I cannot tell you how many times I have watched my DVD of season 1 and the 9 episodes of season because I have lost count.   For instance tonight, not much on except re-runs and shows I would rather not watch so I watched White Collar. I have to admit my favorite scene of season two was when Neal swings on a banner from the balcony high in the air through a window to confront Fowler. The only challenge I experienced tonight was that I was studying and when I am watching White Collar I cannot study except on commercials.

I am counting the days till next Tuesday when White Collar premiers on the USA Network.  By the way, the premier is in 5 days! Ciao!

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Crazy Spin

Yesterday was a crazy day.  First, I turned off my alarm without waking up and did not wake up until 8.   Over sleeping caused me to feel behind all day. Second, I forgot how crazy the campus and campus parking can be the first week of school.  But on a positive note having to park at the most southern parking lot and walking across the campus to the most north parking lot and building provided an opportunity to exercise. By 9:21 p.m. my brain felt like mush, so I watched Monday nights Lie to Me then NCIS nothing like watching twisted, funny and handsome all at the same time.

I have hope that today will not be as crazy as yesterday.  It just came to mind that today is the 7th day of my goal to improve my eating, exercise more and find a middle way.  A friend and I joined on the same day and are encouraging each other daily.  It makes me think about how many people try to make significant change on their own or do they seek the help or fellowship of others.  Does the universe have any thoughts?

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The Cape – My Spin

I had been anxiously awaiting the arrival of The Cape because of all the debate I read and heard about over the last couple months.  Before watching the two-hour premier, I followed comments on twitter and read two reviews, one by Raked (on twitter RakedReviews) and the other by TV On My Terms (on twitter as TVOnMyTerms).  As a girl, I have never really got into the comic/graphic book genre but I have always loved action movies including most based on comic book heroes. Second, I am not going to give you a breakdown of characters or plot lines. But what I am going to share with you is my spin on The Cape.

Okay, I first have to share that I was reading a textbook and watching The Cape at the same time for a little while.  The show gripped my attention enough to make me stop reading the textbook until the commercials.  I am sure NBC loves a viewer like me. I record the show on DVR but still watch with the commercials because I need to study too.

Second, I liked the show, but The Cape does not penetrate my top five lists.  I am not into analyzing every detail unless the show enters my top five TV list. But what I can share is that The Cape entertained me and I was left satisfied. In addition, I will be recording and watching next week. What about you?

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What is Next?

Day number 5 and returning to the beginning of a hectic schedule, I will need a plan to balance my many activities. I woke up early before my alarm clock, a first.  I think my brain knew that the sleeping in of the last month was over. I wonder what types of strategies others use to balance school, family and work.

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Counting down to my Tuesday night pleasure

January 18th my all time favorite TV pleasure returns!  White Collar! I am so excited I will probably watch White Collar on the HD station just to catch the show at 7 p.m. In Southern California, Time Warner Cable has programmed USA HD to east coast time despite the fact I live on the west coast.  The snappy lines and amazing NYC locales ought to be all the inspiration I need to watch White Collar.  The talented ensemble cast led by Matt Bomer and Tim DeKay makes White Collar viewing pleasure for the soul.

When I spied the very first commercial back in summer of 2009, I knew White Collar at the least would be a fun show to watch.  I have always been a sucker for a man with beautiful blue eyes, just ask my husband. As I gobbled up every episode in season one I discovered a smart funny show that could be watched several times.  Even as I ponder what to write, I am watching season one “Book of Hours” where my favorite line is: “I always said honesty is more challenging game.”

Ironically, watching White Collar reintroduced me to Twitter. On Twitter,  I have interacted with some amazing passionate people who are fans of a variety of shows along with show runners like Jeff Eastin, the creator of White Collar. He shares pictures, video, pages from scripts and interacts with his followers.  White Collar is one of the very few shows are compelling enough to make me watch live, I can count them on one hand.

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Moving Beyond Post Euphoric

Last night I was chatting online with a girl friend and she asked how was I doing with my weight loss and I described it as the post-euphoric stage.  The question is how to overcome this stage.  I went to the work center in my community where I live.  As I readied to work out I tweeted that I was going to get on a machine called the Matrix, the brand name of an elliptical exercise machine.  I survived ten minutes and one hill at the lowest level and later sat in Jacuzzi to help the sore muscles.  The workout upside was moving beyond my ho hum stage. On the eve of returning to a busier schedule, I am exhorting myself and others to keep up the hard work.  Ciao!

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Detox – Post Euphoric

Good morning world! Earlier this week when channel surfing, I heard  eating food described as really good sex with a hot man. The description for food in my vocabulary is best described as a warm, happy, safe place. But I had to laugh because my relationship with food has always been the most stable consistent relationship in my life.  Not negating my husband of 16 years, but my relationship with the warm fuzzy food feeling has been longer.  As I prepare to get back to my school routine, I set my alarm this morning to wake me up at 7 and I only hit the snooze until 7:47.  At 8:53 I have fixed my husband his breakfast, drank my first class of water and ate a Nutri-Grain bar for breakfast, not so satisfying. Based on past experiences day three is the detox day which means to me that I am past the euphoric stage of the program. So I am going to keep myself busy and seize the day!

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My Spin on Bloodlust, Volume 2 Stefan’s Diaries

On Tuesday, I read The Vampire Diaries, Stefan’s Diaries Vol. 2 Bloodlust written by L. J. Smith, Kevin Williamson, and Julie Plec. The mixing of mediums: TV and literature or comic book, movie and literature or movie, literature and TV are common, two examples: Smallville and Star Wars franchise.

As I wrote last week, I have always loved vampires ever since I picked up my first Anne Rice novel as a teenager, 15 years before L.J. Smith wrote her first paragraph about the Salvatore brothers and the girl they loved. Over Christmas, a fellow Vampire Diaries enthusiast asked if I had read the books written by L.J. Smith and I had not. As of today, I have read Volume 1 and 2 of the original series and Volume 2 of Stefan’s Diaries.

As I am still vacationing between semesters, I have had time to read recreational literature, watch pleasurable TV and generally rest, relax and contemplate. Varied are y initials thoughts after reading the novels then watching a couple of season two episodes last night: Plan B and Masquerade.

First, I enjoyed reading the two books from the original series and I understand why to making convincing television the stories are inspirations and ideas but are not followed.  The story the books tell are good and I would recommend them to anyone but to have on the edge of the seat compelling vampire drama that appeals to all ages not just the target demographic.

Second, I loved Bloodlust, Volume 2 of Stefan’s Diaries. The dynamics between Stefan and Damon have always intrigued me.  Because I had not read any of the books I did not have any back story or preconceptions but from the first moment Damon uttered “Hello Brother” with sarcastic wit, I felt a compelling story not only the triangle between brothers and Elena but the deeper behind the scenes story of the two brothers. I will eventually finish reading the original series but I am much more anxious waiting for the 3rd volume of Stefan’s diaries.

Third, I enjoyed how the creators of the TV show have taken different elements from the original story and incorporate them into the show but twisting changing details.  For example in the original series Damon tosses Stefan in a well injured while in the episode Plan B Stefan jumps into the old well to retrieve the moonstone.  The idea generated by the book about the old well and dangerous to Stefan but the details very different between book and TV show.

In summary, I have to thank my fellow enthusiast from GetGlue encouraging me to  Stefan’s Diaries Bloodlust and I recommend them to everyone especially if you like vampire or supernatural stories.

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